08.12.2026
Studio update:
There’s no real update. I’m still in my little production line of steps and have now added an additional step. I still have no idea if this piece will work out to the vision I see in my head. Every time I think I have it figured out something changes or I change. But I do feel a little closer to resolving it.
It’s felt like forever since I’ve had unstructured brain capacity and breathing room to take an idea somewhere without immediately needing it to serve something or someone.
It feels GOOD to get back to challenging myself in this way and play with an idea.
Thinking back to my entry from last month, “Staying With What Feels Good as a Measure of Time,” I think I was still in the questioning phase. And I don’t know if the questions I’m asking will ever fully resolve, but now I have a clearer sense of what the measurement system is for this piece. What can hold my attention, what I’m willing to return to, what I’m willing to devote time to without knowing the outcome.
Basically, I think I’m trying to understand how time becomes visible.
I started working on this piece in April with one idea and it changed midway through. I’m literally living in the questions I’m asking.
xoxo